Tuesday, March 31, 2009

a thousand words (or one way tickets.)

Tell of His glory among the nations,
His wonderful deeds among all the peoples.
Psalm 96:3

Thursday, March 26, 2009

another step


this week www.gracecampus.net and blog.gracecampus.net were recreated.
check them out.

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

this was different.

Today, I was given the opportunity to sit in front of very talented people operating really nice equipment and share the story of "why hong kong?". I have a new appreciation for anyone who does this regularly.

From the sheer amount of precision and craft that goes into the right lighting, angle, tones, etc... wow. It's a different world. It was great to see like-minded believers hard at work at a craft I know very little about.

When I did begin to share about "why hong kong?" there was a lump in my throat at one point; the familiar feeling of tears in my eyes, subtly reminding me that this burden I've known for almost two years now... is real and God-given.

Take 1. Take 2. Take 3... or 4... or 5. I lost count at one point. It happens. Right?

Driving home, my iphone battery died. I wanted to talk with April and tell her how incredibly unnatural it is to speak into a camera in a solid blue room wearing light make-up with a few people staring at your every move, and listening to your every word. Maybe I could get used to doing that...maybe not. I would feel more comfortable in front of 5000 people than 1 camera lens.

What could have been highway-induced boredom, turned into a great silence where I heard the still small Voice reminding me of priceless truth I needed to hear...like this: grace means I belong to God. After all my talking today about how grace changes lives, I needed to hear again, that grace has changed mine.

The Gospel was good news for me today. To the generous friend who made today happen, many thanks for your commitment to make the name of Jesus famous in all you do.

Saturday, March 21, 2009

camping and sleep?


We went camping this weekend with April's family. It was rewarding to see all the little cousins playing together. Did I mention we saw a bald eagle, deer, coyotes, and beavers. No, we were not camping in a zoo.

Here's a brief rundown.

4:00 pm Set up camp.
6:00 pm Eat
8:00 pm Smores / Crazy story time with April & the little ones.
9:00 pm Bedtime for the kids.
Later
2:00 am April asks me, "what time is it? I haven't slept yet?"
3:00 am Caleb wakes up crying / frozen in the tent next door.
3:30 am Inconvenience of having-a-bladder-syndrome.
3:37 am Josh wakes up crying / frozen in the tent next door.
3:39 am April, Josh, Caleb, & myself are all awake, cold.
5:00 am April and I give up on sleeping. The boys are now asleep. We go outside to join her dad & niece (also awake and cold) by the fire. We see an amazing sunrise a couple hours later.

Friday, March 20, 2009

one step closer


So, here's the thing. This might be the lamest blog posting ever, if it were really about a car, but it's not. It's really about just one more step on our journey of saying yes to God.

As the months pass by every new layer of reality settles on us as we prepare to move to HK. The most recent reality? We are now a one-car family. I sold my car today. Asking price. Cash. Hmm. It's probably gonna to be a pretty long time until I have another car for my primary use.

I can remember cutting the grass for the last time, thinking not about the lawnmower, but about the time spent with my children on it. Again, it's probably gonna be a long time before we have a yard to maintain again.

Same thing today, driving to Montgomery, I knew for some reason, it would be the last time I drove "my" car for a long time. Driving to meet the potential buyer, I starting thinking of random memories with this car.

Among many, here's a favorite: April using the 4WD in reverse in to pull me/josh/caleb out of knee deep mud on the 4-wheeler. She can drive. Seriously.

Goodbye Tahoe.


Thursday, March 19, 2009

The Prodigal God

I read this book yesterday. Buy it. I have read about grace, taught about grace, thought about grace, and if grace ever ceases to bring wonder to my heart, then i don't really understand grace at all. This was a fresh word and great reminder of how the grace of God triumphs over our failures and our goodness. I was challenged to see the older brother and younger brother in me, and wanting neither to be the way I live in faithfulness to Jesus.


Tuesday, March 17, 2009

and yet again.


I found out a few moments ago, that Grace Campus received a large gift for HK tonight. Again, I am in awe. Just when I am tempted to dream less, or wonder how - He shows up.

Here's how this happened. A couple weeks ago, I'm at our office meeting with a student who is praying about joining us in Hong Kong after he graduates. Friends that April and I have not seen in YEARS just randomly stop by the office after seeing the sign outside. They were just driving through Auburn and decided to stop by. They were a part of the early days, some of our first efforts in discipleship.

They had no idea we were headed to Hong Kong. I had no idea they were stopping by. God knew. After sharing the story of why good-bye Auburn and hello-Hong Kong, they expressed their interest inpartnering with us. They initiated. They offered. I simply shared the story of what God has done in our hearts and the vision we have to see hearts awaken.

I don't know what to do in these situations, other than choose humility, be authentic, and keep my expectations on God and not people. And then. God amazes me. Again. Since December, I have seen Him provide for our family and for this ministry in the most interesting ways, from people having dreams, to "unplanned" meetings, to $20,000 that made me cry in the post office parking lot, a pastor compelled to take another offering, friends and family giving sacrificially, long-time supporters continuing their partnership, and the list goes on... and I'm certain, the list will grow as the God-of-how provides for our mission to amplify the name of Jesus on the other side of earth.

For those of you who partner with us in prayer and finances, it is an honor to be in such fellowship with you.



Friday, March 13, 2009

water



Embracing the simple concept, "every child has a right to clean water," the Washington State-based non-profit organization
A Child's Right is about to make an enormous announcement: it has received approval and funding for outfitting every single orphanage in China with clean water filtration units.

"This means, simply, that every institutionalized orphan in China will have clean and safe drinking water," explains Eric Stowe, the NGO's Director. The scope of the work will cover all of China's 31 provinces and municipalities.